Better Off Dead

WHY AM I HERE?!!?! I am nothing. I am a blot, a blemish, a stain on the face of the world. How did I come to be? It doesn't make sense. It's certainly a good example for a random & unplanned universe. I have to think that if there is some powerful entity arranging things, he/she made a mistake by letting me come to be. How is it possible that I was the best - the strongest, the fastest, the most driven & determined little swimmer? How can it be that thousands of years of evolution & the natural selection of the conception process led to me being the person who was created?! I should never have been. I wish... I wish everyone in the world would get the chance to try the "It's a Wonderful Life" wish, just to see what the world would be like without them - better, worse, or indifferent - because I really do think it would have been better without me.