Birthday

Originally written on my last birthday. When was that? None of your fricking business.

It's my birthday today. Check that. Make that yesterday. It's after midnight now. Do I feel older? Yes. Wiser? No. More mature? No. Happier? No. No "Happy" Birthday here. I got some calls - mom, dad, sis. Not brother, he forgot. I made myself a cake. No candles. I didn't think I needed the candles for just me, but that means I got no wish. How could I have forgotten the wish?! Too late now. What would I have wished for? Do I know? Yes, I think so. I think I would have wished not to feel this way next year. Not to be lonely & alone on my birthday. Sad really. I kept mentioning my birthday on my Facebook today, and still no one even said "Happy Birthday." I wanna say "Fuck them," and delete them from my friends. Is that fair? Is it over-reacting? Probably.